You are still missing the point. I don't go around thinking about god any more than I go around thinking about the tooth fairy. The tooth fairy isn't in my context or frame at all.
Now if a middle aged man came up to me and wanted to tell me about how I should believe in the tooth fairy and that will make my life better, I'm going to attempt to break the bad news to him because I think a middle aged man should have a more accurate and less laughable world view.
I didn't carry a chip on my shoulder about the tooth fairy around. I don't frame my world as anti tooth fairy. Tooth fairy fan came to me and brought that context with him and forced it onto me. If he had never mentioned his tooth fairy fandom I would never think to bring it up unless one of my kids just lost a tooth.
Now if 80% of the middle aged dudes I met believed in the tooth fairy I might take the time to write a book to them so I don't need to repeat myself as often. That doesn't make the tooth fairy real. It doesn't mean I frame my world around the non existence of the tooth fairy. It just means that other people are coming and forcing that context into my life more frequently.
Basically your entire argument is based on a lack of understanding that wherever you go there you are. When you aren't here, the rest of us aren't talking about the same things as when you are here bringing up your favorite subjects. If Christians were as rare as middle aged dudes who believed in the tooth fairy, there wouldn't be that pile of literature about god not being real the same way there aren't a bunch of books about the tooth fairy being made up.
As a side note, Christian cruelty to people who want to leave the church knows no limits. Despite having parents and grandparents alive and with homes with available rooms leaving the church meant becoming homeless for me as a young man. That is so common I have 0 fear that sharing it will dox my identity. That means that many of us have unresolved emotional issues when the subject comes up. Still the same facts hold. They are stuck in that anti church state of being because of something the christians they have interacted with did to them. Still all about framing relative to earthly behavior by regular human beings.